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I feel like I am drifting all the time. There is nothing tying me down, and this makes it easy for my to just sort of float through my days and spend far too much time inside myself.
I want to snap out of this so I am attempting to bring some structure to my summer. Dane has an interview on Thursday for a job in New Jersey. Whether or not he gets this job will determine where he can live for next year. If we haven't found some place in a week or so, or are not close, I am going to try and sublet a room for July, because I have a lot more class next session and really need to be in Brooklyn every night. I will be done in early August, so for the month of August I can live at home, and then maybe move in with other friends in September. Or maybe I can get a room for a year with cool people and make new friends.
That is my backup plan, which I don't really want to use. I want to live with Dane, and just Dane. But this is all getting way too hard, and I can't do it. As soon as I have a place to live I will get a job doing anything that will pay me at least 10 bucks an hour, and we will go from there.
I also might still be taking class in the fall, which really throws off my life plan. Just thought I'd put that out there.
The one thing I like best about crashing with my friends is that I never have to sleep alone anymore. I've missed the sounds of another person existing next to me at night. I've never slept so well before. I also get to do things like watch Iron Giant with the animators over in Bed Stuy (Bryan and Jessica Plumber, who by the way, is very cool), go out drinking with Olivia in a wednesday night, and eat free Indian food with my aunt. It's fun a lot of the time, but I am definitely a person who needs a sense of routine in my life in order to function well.
Hey, you other graduates, how is life post-college going for you? Do you all feel a little bit lost and lonely, or is that just me?
I want to snap out of this so I am attempting to bring some structure to my summer. Dane has an interview on Thursday for a job in New Jersey. Whether or not he gets this job will determine where he can live for next year. If we haven't found some place in a week or so, or are not close, I am going to try and sublet a room for July, because I have a lot more class next session and really need to be in Brooklyn every night. I will be done in early August, so for the month of August I can live at home, and then maybe move in with other friends in September. Or maybe I can get a room for a year with cool people and make new friends.
That is my backup plan, which I don't really want to use. I want to live with Dane, and just Dane. But this is all getting way too hard, and I can't do it. As soon as I have a place to live I will get a job doing anything that will pay me at least 10 bucks an hour, and we will go from there.
I also might still be taking class in the fall, which really throws off my life plan. Just thought I'd put that out there.
The one thing I like best about crashing with my friends is that I never have to sleep alone anymore. I've missed the sounds of another person existing next to me at night. I've never slept so well before. I also get to do things like watch Iron Giant with the animators over in Bed Stuy (Bryan and Jessica Plumber, who by the way, is very cool), go out drinking with Olivia in a wednesday night, and eat free Indian food with my aunt. It's fun a lot of the time, but I am definitely a person who needs a sense of routine in my life in order to function well.
Hey, you other graduates, how is life post-college going for you? Do you all feel a little bit lost and lonely, or is that just me?