New Years
tonight was....eventful, to say the least. more people showed up than i expected. 90% of which i knew, the other ten percent brought in by people i trust. i'd say we had at least 40 people here tonight.
good times were had. i had an amazing night best new years by far. there were some low's, but then again nothing goes off without a hitch right?
what was it they said about the best laid plans of mice and men?....
Alot of people came, as i said, and i was glad to see them all, at least the ones i knew. everything went pretty much spectacular. i had all of my friends see me in one night. new years no less. nothing got broken (till the very end), and no one threw up (till the very end). i saw kali briefly, which started things off well. i wish i had seen her more, but she had other things to do :). ariel and jari were around for a bit. it was good. they had both been drinking. bout time those fuckers broke edge :D. seeing laura bos made my evening. i love that girl. enough said.
neil, matt,my dad, and darrell(on the bongo's) played music pretty much nonstop all night. i gotta say, when neil gets drunk, he can play the drums. we only had one unrily drunk. trevor, matt and bryan's cousin. from what i saw last night, the man cannot hold his liqour, let alone pace himself. on top of that he's a bad drunk, he got pissed, and passed out on my stairs, and spilled beer everywhere. then as we're trying to take him to his cab. he pisses off craig, who i honestly thought was gonna hit him. not that he didn't deserve it. i spent "happy new years" picking his drunk ass up and puttting him in a cab. i missed it, and getting a new years kiss. at least then. i came in, and it turns out allaura didn't kiss anyone that night for new years. so she kissed bryan, then me. i got a double kiss. she's good. oddly enough that made me feel special.. or something. course bryan made out with her three more times throughout the night. which i can honestly say wasn't all that fun. for me at least.
lara came over. something went down with her and kyle. and kyle was in a bad state for a few hours. not cool. he perked up near the end of the night though. for various reasons. i did however get a hysterically crying lara call my cell phone. i don't remember giving out my number to her. odd. and why would she call me? anyways. at the very end of the night. everyone's who's going home has left, and everyone's gone to bed. i'm writing this, and i hear someone upstairs run to the bathroom and throw up. james is the only person on the middle floor. he msissed a little and hit the carpet, so he cleans it up himself. he goes to get a glass of water. and breaks a wineglass. which i clean up. i figure its a sign he needs to sleep it off. in facti just hear him go back.... uh oh...
besides that. this was the best new years yet, a;though it had it downsides, it was still amazing. i had so many great interactions with people. so many laughs. a good level of drunkeness. it was the bomb-diggity.
tonight was sort of a bittersweet new years.
it turns out i didn't play this as well as i thought i did, and this entire time when i told myself i was detatched, i was the exact opposite. how many times did i say "nah, i don't like her, i'm just sort of mildly interested".... i can't even begin to count. i said it so many times, i believed it. tonight proved otherwise i guess. seeing her kiss him was the worst i've felt that little demon. it's my own stupid fault i guess. he asked me "dude, i'm not wrecking anything am i? i wouldn't wanna do that." inside i'm saying "yes". my rational self kicks in and says "are you kidding? you've done this to yourself before, cut your losses. move on!"..... of course my rational self wins. as always. sitting here and thinking now, although she didn't want to do anything with him, it still got to me. jealousy i guess? i don't know. but everything worked out for the best. i think i'm finally done with this.
i solidified a great friendship tonight. our walk was good. it was exactly what i needed. you saved new years for me. and for that i thank you.
stupid leo's. :P
regardless,
this is my lot in life.
and i guess i'll just have to make the best of it.
happy new years everyone, and i hope you had a great one.
bring in the new year with some love and orphans okay?
good times were had. i had an amazing night best new years by far. there were some low's, but then again nothing goes off without a hitch right?
what was it they said about the best laid plans of mice and men?....
Alot of people came, as i said, and i was glad to see them all, at least the ones i knew. everything went pretty much spectacular. i had all of my friends see me in one night. new years no less. nothing got broken (till the very end), and no one threw up (till the very end). i saw kali briefly, which started things off well. i wish i had seen her more, but she had other things to do :). ariel and jari were around for a bit. it was good. they had both been drinking. bout time those fuckers broke edge :D. seeing laura bos made my evening. i love that girl. enough said.
neil, matt,my dad, and darrell(on the bongo's) played music pretty much nonstop all night. i gotta say, when neil gets drunk, he can play the drums. we only had one unrily drunk. trevor, matt and bryan's cousin. from what i saw last night, the man cannot hold his liqour, let alone pace himself. on top of that he's a bad drunk, he got pissed, and passed out on my stairs, and spilled beer everywhere. then as we're trying to take him to his cab. he pisses off craig, who i honestly thought was gonna hit him. not that he didn't deserve it. i spent "happy new years" picking his drunk ass up and puttting him in a cab. i missed it, and getting a new years kiss. at least then. i came in, and it turns out allaura didn't kiss anyone that night for new years. so she kissed bryan, then me. i got a double kiss. she's good. oddly enough that made me feel special.. or something. course bryan made out with her three more times throughout the night. which i can honestly say wasn't all that fun. for me at least.
lara came over. something went down with her and kyle. and kyle was in a bad state for a few hours. not cool. he perked up near the end of the night though. for various reasons. i did however get a hysterically crying lara call my cell phone. i don't remember giving out my number to her. odd. and why would she call me? anyways. at the very end of the night. everyone's who's going home has left, and everyone's gone to bed. i'm writing this, and i hear someone upstairs run to the bathroom and throw up. james is the only person on the middle floor. he msissed a little and hit the carpet, so he cleans it up himself. he goes to get a glass of water. and breaks a wineglass. which i clean up. i figure its a sign he needs to sleep it off. in facti just hear him go back.... uh oh...
besides that. this was the best new years yet, a;though it had it downsides, it was still amazing. i had so many great interactions with people. so many laughs. a good level of drunkeness. it was the bomb-diggity.
tonight was sort of a bittersweet new years.
it turns out i didn't play this as well as i thought i did, and this entire time when i told myself i was detatched, i was the exact opposite. how many times did i say "nah, i don't like her, i'm just sort of mildly interested".... i can't even begin to count. i said it so many times, i believed it. tonight proved otherwise i guess. seeing her kiss him was the worst i've felt that little demon. it's my own stupid fault i guess. he asked me "dude, i'm not wrecking anything am i? i wouldn't wanna do that." inside i'm saying "yes". my rational self kicks in and says "are you kidding? you've done this to yourself before, cut your losses. move on!"..... of course my rational self wins. as always. sitting here and thinking now, although she didn't want to do anything with him, it still got to me. jealousy i guess? i don't know. but everything worked out for the best. i think i'm finally done with this.
i solidified a great friendship tonight. our walk was good. it was exactly what i needed. you saved new years for me. and for that i thank you.
stupid leo's. :P
regardless,
this is my lot in life.
and i guess i'll just have to make the best of it.
happy new years everyone, and i hope you had a great one.
bring in the new year with some love and orphans okay?