why now?
i dont know what to think...i talked to him until 3:30 in the morning like we used to do. One of those all nighter phone conversations when you get to know a person. But the funny thing is i already know him...we started talking about how things used to be and how they are now. and all of a sudden...woosh feelings come back. he told me he missed what we had...he asked me if i thought we'd still be going out if what had happened...didn't. I told him yes...because we probably would be. He told me that if anyting happens between us while im down there...he doesn't want my reason for moving back to be him. and it wont...i dont know what reasons im looking for...but it wont be for chad....it'll be for me.
well the countdown's on for 6 days...cant wait...
well the countdown's on for 6 days...cant wait...