Oct 23, 2005 02:19
so i've been here a year already...seems like a week to me. time flys when your having fun, and working your ass off. i think i know what i want to do with my life now though....so thats good. i was reading an old friends journal and she was talking about how she felt "grown up". And i know i'm only 19 (almost 20!)(holy shit that sounds weird)...anyways....long story short I've grown up alot. i mean i used to be so scared to grow up...get a job...be responsible....but it feels good to live on your own and support yourself. and if you knew me before...you knew i was a little...mmmmmm...how to say this...retarded?...i couldn't make up my own mind..someone else had to. But its so different now. wow...i did not plan on getting that deep...but on a lighter note...how's EVERYONE???....i dont even know if anyone reads my journal anymore...but i figure it was worth a shot. Im missing everyone...leave me a number if you want me to call ya!!
*special note to kyla....even though shes in another world..(aka N.Y)
sorry i haven't called in forever...you understand ...right??...(nod your head)
are you still going home for christmas?? my brother and i will be driving down...
if you get this BEFORE christmas...give me a call at my parents house....im usually there every sunday....oh yeah i need your number again too....my dog ate it...seriously.