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i will look back at all this one day and laugh. i mean how could someone be so dumb for so long as i have been. the truth was always in my face, just i failed acknowledge it. the persistence of hope and blindingness of love allowed me to fall victim again to selfishness of a girl. seriously though, right now i dont care. im just glad its over and i know. too long have i felt sorrow. too long i set others in front of me. i think my heart has become too cold to love anyone but myself. so for now that is what i need to do. fuck the needs of anyone else. i need to happy. im tired of feeling sorry. so im not. because no one else ever is. i hope you took advantage of my infinite understanding and faithful dependability, because im that no more. and so i continue to harden...