i cannot take it anymore! i have finally updated!

Sep 28, 2004 17:43

All these thoughts, they make no sense, I found this in ignorance. The more you say the less I know, over and over again… just like b4, everything you say to me, takes me one step closer to the edge, and I am about to break! I need a lil room to breathe…
Yeah, so I feel like I am suffocating…my life is rickety rackety right now… I had an entry last night/early this morning, but it like f-ing deleted itself, so yeah. I got nothing. SOOO much is going on right now,… Why is it that when everything seems to be going good it turns to shambles?!?!? I don’t know…but oh! Let me tell you about my weekend! It was so cer-azy!
So Friday we were at Red Lobster and my dad was a lil tipsy and funny as hell…so funny, in fact, that he made my lil bro laugh so hard that he THREW UP. Can you believe it? Isn’t that like the funniest thing ever? Who the hell has ever thrown up while laughing? It was quite entertaining and quite gross at the same time. So it was interesting.
Saturday…. I have a game…in CORSICANA… who the hell plays soccer in CORSICANA? Oh wait, obviously I do. W/e. it was so homo out there and I wanted to shoot myself in the face…the other team had home side advantage from the refs…they even sat on their bench at halftime! How ghetto wrong is THAT?!?! So the refs were gay, the game was gay, everyone was gay, then I turned gay and married Dorothy, my daughter. Lol haha. Wow. I was JUST KIDDING. There are so many things wrong with what I just said. So, moving on…
Sunday. Wow, what a day. Where to begin? How about with the fact that I had to get up UBER early? Yeah, lets start there. So it is Sunday morning, and I am all tired, so I am sleeping, well, usually that is what most ppl do when they are tired. But not me! Noooo, I have to get up all early and be at the fields at like nine am. UGH. Then there was this time that this old man hit on me…I hated that time. Tho it was funny, it was really creepy…so gross and weird! Lol, I guess that is what I get.
Then Sunday night….wow…lets just skip to Monday morning.
Anyway, I am gonna post this one and then I am gonna post the one I was gonna post last night…the one where I felt all that raw emotion…it will be heated! Fair warning! Buh byes! Over and out.
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