Conclusions
I came to various good and sad (yes, both at once) conclusions over this weekend.
It is ok if I'm a bit of a hermit right now.
I need to get more sleep.
I need to establish more of a routine, to give my day shape.
I need to spend more time doing fun things and less time trying to fix people (online friends, a couple of them in particular)
I need to get more sleep. (yes, I know)
The sleep thing is important. I've been staying up late every night to spend time online with a couple of people, one of whom, as much as I love him, has contageous discontent which I've been spending a lot of time trying to fix. I need to stop that, and enjoy his company Sometimes, instead of trying to see him All the time. I spent most of my weekend with Other people who aren't so disillusioned and wounded by the game, and found that I wanted Much more to be there. It opened my eyes. So.. I need to stop waiting up for these people, and I need to stop waiting up in general. Sleep is good, and necessary. I went to bed at 11:30 last night, which is far better than the usual 1pm. I'm aiming for 11, maybe even 10:30 sometimes, and up at 6. Right now I'm working on the "going to bed" part, and soaking up a bit of extra sleep. The getting up early part will come after I'm used to going to bed, and actually do it well and easily.
I'm hoping this will fix my lack of desire to do things.
Sleep is good for you.
It is ok if I'm a bit of a hermit right now.
I need to get more sleep.
I need to establish more of a routine, to give my day shape.
I need to spend more time doing fun things and less time trying to fix people (online friends, a couple of them in particular)
I need to get more sleep. (yes, I know)
The sleep thing is important. I've been staying up late every night to spend time online with a couple of people, one of whom, as much as I love him, has contageous discontent which I've been spending a lot of time trying to fix. I need to stop that, and enjoy his company Sometimes, instead of trying to see him All the time. I spent most of my weekend with Other people who aren't so disillusioned and wounded by the game, and found that I wanted Much more to be there. It opened my eyes. So.. I need to stop waiting up for these people, and I need to stop waiting up in general. Sleep is good, and necessary. I went to bed at 11:30 last night, which is far better than the usual 1pm. I'm aiming for 11, maybe even 10:30 sometimes, and up at 6. Right now I'm working on the "going to bed" part, and soaking up a bit of extra sleep. The getting up early part will come after I'm used to going to bed, and actually do it well and easily.
I'm hoping this will fix my lack of desire to do things.
Sleep is good for you.