Rant
I don't feel like fighting to be someone's friend. I don't feel like I need to say I'm sorry about how I was because I already know that if I had it to do over I wouldn't/coudn't change anything. The situation was beyond myself. If she can't understand why I wanted to be alone instead of hitting "the clubs" for a second consecutive night then maybe she isn't the right kind of friend. I hate the idea of abandoning a friendship without some attempt at reconciling, but if you expect me to get down on my knees and beg for a second chance then maybe we really shouldn't be friends.