i know you better than you fake it
I don't feel well. Not sure what it is though.
I just thought I'd let you all know that. Knowledge of my emotions could save lives one day.
I wasn't feeling well last night either though. I wonder what's wrong with me lately. First an art slump, this retarded cough that triggers my gag reflex constantly, and now I'm getting all moody.
And I have totally avoided talking to my therapist all week. I'm not even sure if I'm going to go to therapy tomorrow. It's a waste of time. Oh the irony XD
Oh I know what I'm feeling now.
Isolation...or something?
I hate that feeling. It's been happening a lot recently. Just kind of disconnected from everyone. It's not necessarily depressing, because I'm not depressed at all. It just provides quite an unsettling feeling at the end of the day because I feel like I'm not in control of the people around me. And I'm a control freak.
Damn I feel stupid.
This being one of those nights where I'm going to curl up in bed after I clean room and just hug Rika and Indigo until I fall asleep. Woe.
This useless entry was brought to you by Prozac and Ceri not wanting to CLEAN HER FUCKING ROOM.
I just thought I'd let you all know that. Knowledge of my emotions could save lives one day.
I wasn't feeling well last night either though. I wonder what's wrong with me lately. First an art slump, this retarded cough that triggers my gag reflex constantly, and now I'm getting all moody.
And I have totally avoided talking to my therapist all week. I'm not even sure if I'm going to go to therapy tomorrow. It's a waste of time. Oh the irony XD
Oh I know what I'm feeling now.
Isolation...or something?
I hate that feeling. It's been happening a lot recently. Just kind of disconnected from everyone. It's not necessarily depressing, because I'm not depressed at all. It just provides quite an unsettling feeling at the end of the day because I feel like I'm not in control of the people around me. And I'm a control freak.
Damn I feel stupid.
This being one of those nights where I'm going to curl up in bed after I clean room and just hug Rika and Indigo until I fall asleep. Woe.
This useless entry was brought to you by Prozac and Ceri not wanting to CLEAN HER FUCKING ROOM.