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Thanks for the anonymous comments. I private-ed the post for safekeeping. For the record, you can all just keep calling me Ceri because I know most of you (including my own mother) would prefer to. Please don't worry about the fact that I'm changing my name, it's something no one aside from myself should have to worry about.

And really, call me whatever you want. I have a ridiculous amount of nicknames in any case. And as you probably all know, I'm a very strange person and I do things for very strange reasons.

Anyway.

I am on my way to school to do my Nature & Culture project and so help me God I will get it done today or I'll cry. This week is gonna be hell. Hopefully I get everything done. *sighs*

My panic attacks have gotten to the point where they induce vomiting. Again. As a result, I can barely eat. As a result, I've lost 10 pounds in the past few weeks. Now that's kinda great, but at the same time, how the hell am I supposed to function if I can't eat properly...? My blood sugar must hate me.

Ok well, this was a pointless update on my life.

edit Well, I'm at home now, and at least I got some of it done, I'll do the rest tomorrow before therapy. I am ridiculously stressed right now. I still need to clean my room since I can barely walk in it, and finish my Creative Process sculpture which is going to take me forever.

Stresss. T_T;