Always
grr I hate this guys suck I cant sleep nor can I stop thinking about him I'm so worried I mean I got to talk to him tonight for the first time in months... I didnt even get to tell him goodbye before he left.... his bro came over 2day and got my cell phone number so his bro could call me I talked 2 him for about 20mins and it only felt like 5.. GOD I hate this I dont want him 2 leave again when he comes home I want him 2 stay for good the thought of something happening 2 him hurts and makes me want 2 cry =( guys over all are just being odd they cant make up their minds what they want so I'm done trying 2 guess whats going on with them and done thinking about it all of it... this is driving me crazy and I HATEEE IT! I wish I didnt care about people so much it hurts 2 care sometimes lol really tho....ok I'm done just felt like getting that out there.. 3 more day until Christmas so depressing =(