can we please end the drama?
Ok so I think I have had enough of this stuff I really just dont understand people... I mean I've tried and tried 2 be nice and I've tried 2 help and what do they do they make me think I'm getting somewhere and then they turn around and kick me... I mean like I havent had enough freaking drama in the last few months? I guess not so I have 2 deal with more dont I err.. I mean I am really starting 2 wonder if I should just say forget it and not care 2 try and help people I mean I know that sounds flat out mean and all but I mean this stuff keeps happening and its not getting better =(... I talked 2 a new friend today for about 2 hours prolly and I feel so bad for him becuase hes delt with the same things I have and I just felt so bad for him when he was telling me about his past life I mean I cant believe how many heartless people we have in this world it really makes me sad u never know who ur ture friends are and whos gonna be there 4 u if anyone when u need people most and it really makes me sad 2 think that we have 2 live this way and how people can be so mean I don't understand it and I know I prolly never will but all I know is things shouldnt have 2 be that way I mean yeah sure I know people are gonna hurt and be hurt and I know theres always gonna be some kind of drama but we shouldnt have 2 deal with it all the time it shouldnt happen all the time we shouldnt have 2 deal with something and while we are dealing with it either have something else come up and or worry about great what am I gonna have 2 deal with next how long is it gonna be before something new happens. oh well I'm done everyone take care