I have No IDEA!!

Oct 23, 2005 22:02

Yeah so its been forever but I don't need 2 tell everyone that lol... Well the weekend was fun other then me hitting my head hella hard on my friends car that didnt feel very good and I am still in pain from it 2 woot =/ well I'm kinda here and there and everywhere right now with the way I feel I've been doing good for the most part but for some reason I'm just having a hard time right now with things I feel lost and kinda sad not 2 sure why tho I mean things are great other then being single and it seeming like there is NO ONE out there ANYWHERE who would like me and me like back *le sigh* IDK whatever. I havent been getting much sleep either not sure why its like my mind moves 24/7 now and I hate it I hope it stops soon I have been so tired that last few days because I havent been able 2 get much sleep so I'm just kinda like ehh lol... and I'm just getting tired of people being fake and what not and by FAKE I mean.. talking 2 u all the time and then u just don't hear from them for a while people being like yeah well hang out this day or this day and thent they never call u or they make other plans its all just getting really old maybe thats why I'm so tired now because its all just be coming 2 be 2 much for me 2 deal with err. Sucks.. I just want help.. I hate feeling like this... like I did back when I was like 13 and I thought there would never be a time I found a "GOOD" guy who would think the world of me kinda like Vughn thiks about Sam and how she thinks about him... I want someone like that.. If there are even anymore guys out there like that lol... Well I'm gonna TRY and get some kinda of rest my head hurts along with every other part of my body lol.
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