Sep 26, 2005 22:48
Well I don't really know what 2 say.. Today was just one of thos days I was up and then down....the only good thing have 2 look forward 2 is MCR tomorrow and that I get 2 see a few people I havent seen for some time. Other then that things would be $h!t. So Brandon leave tomorrow and I didnt even get a goodbye of any kind from him today I guess I see how much I really "mean" 2 him.. You know I'm getting a little tired of the meaning behind "meaning" something 2 someone I just don't freakin get it am I the only one?? I mean I have soo much to be happy for but at the same time I also have a lot to be "unhappy" about *sigh* I just don't know my mind is kinda just runing wild I guess that would be a good word for it.. Its nice outside right now I thought about sitting outside for a while but I don't really feel like sitting outside alone at the moment. IDK what too do.. If anyone wants to talk it would help call me or get online.