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im worried...
just about a bunch of stuff and it wont get off my mind no matter what i do. if i try to stop thinking about it then i pretty much go insane because it just makes me think about it more. and its literally eating me up inside and i cant deal with it right now. this sucks. and im sick of it. nothing is going good right now (family and a special someone that i miss more than anything) this is killing me.
oh well. thats one thing i've learned in my life : nothing goes right for me. but ill get over it so whatever. im just starting to actually realize that its not too far away from halloween and its just not right and i can tell its going to be pure hell for me - im gonna go visit him on halloween and ill be able to drive up there (which is the only plus but im not exactly focusing on that right now) anyways- so if anyone wants to join me.. comment and tell me. if you want to go up there then just tell me and ill be more than happy to take you :) ill go back later on by myself and spend some alone time up there... but i know i shouldnt go by myself for a while because im not sure how ill handle it just because ive been thinking about him and getting upset way too much lately and idk why i cant get him off my mind. it sucks and i miss himmmm...
well thats it for right now. comment <3
just about a bunch of stuff and it wont get off my mind no matter what i do. if i try to stop thinking about it then i pretty much go insane because it just makes me think about it more. and its literally eating me up inside and i cant deal with it right now. this sucks. and im sick of it. nothing is going good right now (family and a special someone that i miss more than anything) this is killing me.
oh well. thats one thing i've learned in my life : nothing goes right for me. but ill get over it so whatever. im just starting to actually realize that its not too far away from halloween and its just not right and i can tell its going to be pure hell for me - im gonna go visit him on halloween and ill be able to drive up there (which is the only plus but im not exactly focusing on that right now) anyways- so if anyone wants to join me.. comment and tell me. if you want to go up there then just tell me and ill be more than happy to take you :) ill go back later on by myself and spend some alone time up there... but i know i shouldnt go by myself for a while because im not sure how ill handle it just because ive been thinking about him and getting upset way too much lately and idk why i cant get him off my mind. it sucks and i miss himmmm...
well thats it for right now. comment <3