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so basically i just want to move. i don't really care where. just move. i was telling my mom about how deer valley i guess is a good school? i think that was the school that isai told me about. my mom was like ..well we can move to that district. i was like ughm? no. lol. and i was like i doubt we are even moving [like about texas or newhere else]]--and she was like...you never know..and she kind of looked at me weird so idk?
i just want to move somewhere out of this state. of course i'll miss it. cuz it's where i've been living about my whole life. i just want to live in a great cute house. and be able to go outside. and lay on my trampoline [[i miss it alot]]and sleep and jump and just be able to run around the whole house and feel freedom. if that makes sense. i want to have real friends like sam and mimi---and not give a care in the word. and just laugh my head off---like i do with luke :]:]:] x a billion.
i haven't seen that boy in like a week. it's extremely depressing. i know i can't live without him. seriously. i want to wake up and see his wonderful face. EVERYDAY. it just makes me sad when i can't see him at least 3 times a week. bums me ouut.
i slept all day on the outside lawnchair...listening to nature:] that sounds korny. but i don't care. [but that's the best way to fall asleep]] :] i miss my old house. the cute small one. :[ the memories in that house. i miss it so much. i'll buy it someday. everyone will see..but luke told me he won't let me live in it..because of the bad mem. in that house too.
but yah. this journal is pointless but I DON'T CARE. I LOVE IT<3<3<3<3<3<3
9 more days baby:)
10 more days til valentines day:)
i just want to move somewhere out of this state. of course i'll miss it. cuz it's where i've been living about my whole life. i just want to live in a great cute house. and be able to go outside. and lay on my trampoline [[i miss it alot]]and sleep and jump and just be able to run around the whole house and feel freedom. if that makes sense. i want to have real friends like sam and mimi---and not give a care in the word. and just laugh my head off---like i do with luke :]:]:] x a billion.
i haven't seen that boy in like a week. it's extremely depressing. i know i can't live without him. seriously. i want to wake up and see his wonderful face. EVERYDAY. it just makes me sad when i can't see him at least 3 times a week. bums me ouut.
i slept all day on the outside lawnchair...listening to nature:] that sounds korny. but i don't care. [but that's the best way to fall asleep]] :] i miss my old house. the cute small one. :[ the memories in that house. i miss it so much. i'll buy it someday. everyone will see..but luke told me he won't let me live in it..because of the bad mem. in that house too.
but yah. this journal is pointless but I DON'T CARE. I LOVE IT<3<3<3<3<3<3
9 more days baby:)
10 more days til valentines day:)