Why won't "real life" just start?

[imirish314]

So I have heard back from Actor's Theatre of Louisville, and I am an alternate to the apprenticeship program. Which is great, but it undoubtedly means more waiting. I am of the mind that I want to know what is going to happen next year, but that is mostly just a symptom of wanting classes to be over. I'm not particularly eager to leave, but I'm loosing my ability to not put myself on a level equal to that of my profs (which is funny because they ARE in fact superior to me in oh so many ways.)

Well there are lots of phone calls to be made when I get the chance. Sigh. Life life life. HUZZAH!