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I've noticed I've been talking to myself a lot lately.
Apparently I have a lot of thoughts.
here are a few:
Everyone thinks I hate Lindsi.
This is not true.
This wasn't even true in June when we stopped talking.
I just realized that we weren't as close as I thought we were.
Everything that I got mad/upset about was something that the other person did/said.
This other person I liked for the most part.
Even when people talked about her behind her back I stuck up for her.
Until she did what she did.
The opposite of love is indifference, not hate.
I don't hate either of them,
I just don't care about either of them anymore.
And I'm getting tired of people asking about them.
These kind of things teach us who are real friends are and who aren't.
This one time was the one and only time me and Lindsi ever got in an arguement.
And just that one ended everything.
So that proves we weren't all that close.
Cassie and I have been friends since we were little.
And we've had our share of arguements but she's still my best friend.
That's a real friendship.
And that's one that will never end.
College is not easy at all.
But I like it.
I actually missed doing homework.
I'm doing really well in all of my classes except accounting.
It's probably the most boring class I've ever had.
I'm getting a tutor next week.
People here are obnoxious.
Everything echos so I can hear everything that going on on our floor.
People are constantly yelling at the RAs and giving them attitude.
And then they laugh about it because they think they're all cool.
It gets old quick.
About 89% of the people on campus smoke.
And about 98% of the people here blast their rap music 24 hours a day.
So needless to say I have nothing common with anybody here.
It's only the second week of school and I already can't wait to transfer.
I have many more things to say but I have to pack because I'm going to Crouse to stay with my best friend for the weekend.
Apparently I have a lot of thoughts.
here are a few:
Everyone thinks I hate Lindsi.
This is not true.
This wasn't even true in June when we stopped talking.
I just realized that we weren't as close as I thought we were.
Everything that I got mad/upset about was something that the other person did/said.
This other person I liked for the most part.
Even when people talked about her behind her back I stuck up for her.
Until she did what she did.
The opposite of love is indifference, not hate.
I don't hate either of them,
I just don't care about either of them anymore.
And I'm getting tired of people asking about them.
These kind of things teach us who are real friends are and who aren't.
This one time was the one and only time me and Lindsi ever got in an arguement.
And just that one ended everything.
So that proves we weren't all that close.
Cassie and I have been friends since we were little.
And we've had our share of arguements but she's still my best friend.
That's a real friendship.
And that's one that will never end.
College is not easy at all.
But I like it.
I actually missed doing homework.
I'm doing really well in all of my classes except accounting.
It's probably the most boring class I've ever had.
I'm getting a tutor next week.
People here are obnoxious.
Everything echos so I can hear everything that going on on our floor.
People are constantly yelling at the RAs and giving them attitude.
And then they laugh about it because they think they're all cool.
It gets old quick.
About 89% of the people on campus smoke.
And about 98% of the people here blast their rap music 24 hours a day.
So needless to say I have nothing common with anybody here.
It's only the second week of school and I already can't wait to transfer.
I have many more things to say but I have to pack because I'm going to Crouse to stay with my best friend for the weekend.