Oct 20, 2004 21:06
wow ... I must begin with the fact that certain people COMPLETELY blow things way out of fucking proportion. Seriously ....I dont think i have been this pissed off about something this stupid in my life. I feel so dumb , but The reason for my pissed offness is gay... i don know what ever . its kinda hard to forget though cus im continously reminded. yeah so ... whats happend since last time ive updated? Lets see
yeah so ... that night i stayed up until like 3 30 ... and i attempted to wake up at my normal 5 30 , then i hit the snooze thinking screw it .. i can sleep for a little longer.. i ended up un plugging my alarm clock. I came down stairs at like 6 30 and as i nearly threw up i told my mom that i need to go to school so jordan could come over and watch the game. She said dont worry abotu it she can still coem over .. so i went back to bed. i slept until 3 :-) . Still no compencation , let me tell you that much. jordan came over... Shes so amazing. After attempting to do homework we just " took a break" . Watched as much of the game as she would allow and then my mom came down. So that was that night. By the way my dog is completely Jelouse of Jordan... and as she should be :-P . then the night after I went to jordans :-D ... can never get enough of her .. even if shes lowering my allready miserable IQ. thats all right .. miniscule sacrifice really. So yeah ... we listen to the cure and then watched the game and her mom gave me a ride home. Jordan - Its because your italian so no worries. By this time i was actually COMPLETELY ingulfed with anger because of the whole fucking NAME situation. F-U-C-K-I-N-G G-A-Y !!! Pardon the language. yeah so tonight im watching the game .. im scared but were up 6 nothing so .. i guess Jordan doesnt have to be with me for them to win. Im wearing Red Sox .. thought they were fitting. i have four cups of coffee in me so im wired for the rest of the night.
so plans for the ring dance? well those are all up in the fucking air cus people are F-U-C-K-I-N-G G-A-Y .. once again. But maybe me and jordan will ditch early and hang out wiht amanda or something.. im not sure. I wrote a few more things .. i guess i should post em .. here we go:
Walking through a lake of agony,
Basting in the cold sun,
Iom searching for an amnesty,
But i find a mass oblivion...
But I say-
I found more then I wanted
And I scream-
out all that has taunted ( me )
and I know-
that im everything you Never wanted me .. ( to be )
and ive come to save you
just follow me back home
no dreams left to persue
theyre shot back to the unknown
But you can fit them together
like a puzzle of your dreams...
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yeah and i have others just waiting to be fixed ... so yep ill put em up soon enough. but im gonna go watch the red sox beat the hell outta the yanks. hopefully this F-U-C-K-I-N-G G-A-Y mess gets cleared up by the end of the week or im gonna snap. but ciau for now brown cow
- Brian
8 :-D
:Beauty nothing less then that of a vail of water colors displayed so artisticly across the oceans horizon...