May 29, 2007 22:11
I want to become irresponsible, call in sick to work 3 out 5 days, forget to call my dad and check on him, skip out on babysitting, forget to pay my bills and rent... take up drugs. i'm thinking either coke or meth, not so much heroin. and a little alcoholism... and I want to become a slut, a new guy every night. maybe a whore, that way I can pay for my drug habit, but not rent because i'm not paying that anymore. Eventually i'll end up living with some sugardaddy who will pay for my drug habit and that way I won't have to whore myself so I can live my dream of just being a slut.
in other news, I was cancelled on in a big way the other day but i'm better now, mostly... as best as I can be.