Sep 28, 2007 17:43
(excuse my poor grammar/punctuation)
I have to get 25 hours in per week at work. So I did that. I got all my hours in for this week by Thursday night. and then I get an email tonight (friday) asking me to come in Saturday night and Sunday morning... no. I already got OVER my hours, there's no way Im coming in again... I have other plans and Im on the worship team with the Doliches.
Yes, the deal was that Id only sing with them once a month, but when there's 5 weekends in a month and Im on twice dont have a freaking heart attack ESPECIALLY when my hours are all in! Im not here to do the crap you cant find other people to do, Im here to coordinate teams and pick music and find musicians/teenagers/kids that want to lead.
I wish I never saw half the crap that happens at church. Once you know, you never forget and you dont ever stop wondering if they talk crap about you behind your back like they do to everyone else.
I fully understand why people hate "the church" now. So this is an apology to anyone who has been hurt by the church or been judged by Christians or anything like that- I apologize! Im sorry. We arent perfect either.