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[imholdinon]

right now i have the worst head ache and today has been boring. if it stops raining i'll have soccer tonight but doesn't look like it will. ok, i've never wanted to be with someone as badly as i do now. it's killing me. i don't know what to do anymore... and without someone in my life it's like having a big hole in my heart. getting up every morning gets harder and harder...

...i just wish i had something to live for...