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[imheretodance]

I just dont know what to do. Im such a cunt.
i cant stop comparing
i cant stop wondering
would it be easier to call it quits
than to put forth some effort.....some trust
im probably messing stuff up for myself
its pretty easy to do
but recovery is just as easy
i dont want to say im sorry
i dont want to be real
i just want a fucking grilled cheese sandwich
and to go swimming
and not care but i care
oh fuck i think i just made a starting line reference.
i should be shot.