ooh baby ooh
I have taken a look at the things i care about in my life and have decided to take some drastic steps in order to change a few of them.
i need to grow up.
i need to let everyone make their own fucking decisions and leave me out of it. who am i to help you? what do i know about anything? i cant even keep friends so how in gods name do you expect me to help you?
speaking of god.....i think i have given up all my christian beliefs. i dont know its hard to explain. i am not denouncing him. i just dont know how much i believe it anymore. my faith is gone. i dont want anyones thoughts on that subject.....
im going to call him tomorrow. see if we can hang out sometime. i feel like i almost have him back but its just so hard to tell. i have no feelings for him outside of friendship and even if i did i wouldnt do anything about it. its not worth it anymore. but ive missed him. and it seems like hes a whole new person for me to get to know.
i love my mom and my dad. i couldnt have gotten any 2 better people. really.
i need to grow up.
i need to let everyone make their own fucking decisions and leave me out of it. who am i to help you? what do i know about anything? i cant even keep friends so how in gods name do you expect me to help you?
speaking of god.....i think i have given up all my christian beliefs. i dont know its hard to explain. i am not denouncing him. i just dont know how much i believe it anymore. my faith is gone. i dont want anyones thoughts on that subject.....
im going to call him tomorrow. see if we can hang out sometime. i feel like i almost have him back but its just so hard to tell. i have no feelings for him outside of friendship and even if i did i wouldnt do anything about it. its not worth it anymore. but ive missed him. and it seems like hes a whole new person for me to get to know.
i love my mom and my dad. i couldnt have gotten any 2 better people. really.