Feb 04, 2009 08:20
Ya know, you really shouldn't go around telling people you're pregnant in hopes of keeping them around. You couldn't just suck up your fucking pride, admit you were wrong and tell them you're sorry, could you, you dumb cunt? You made up a fucking baby, used it as leverage and then claimed you had a miscarriage. It's seriously one of the sickest things I have EVER seen/heard in my entire life. Just for the record, no one believed you for a second, with the exception of your socially retarded (ex)boyfriend, or whatever the fuck he is to you now. He may be just as sick as you if he sticks around while you supposedly "get help," which God knows you won't. Even if you did, NOTHING can help your crazy ass. And you want to be a nurse? YOU are going to school to learn how to care for people when their lives are in your hands? That is one of the scariest fucking things I have ever heard. I really don't know how to deal with this. Derrek is my family. His family is my family, too. I can't deal with someone this fucking out of their mind being in my life, and I can assure you, that if you DON'T go away, I will make your life a living fucking hell.
You can't toy with people's heads like that. That is a human life you're lying about. That is a human life you killed off in your sick fucking head. Some people suffer multiple miscarriages and can never conceive, and here you are LYING about it just to get attention? I could write for days and I still wouldn't be able to express how angry I am right now. I can promise that this won't just blow over. I will let the next couple of days play out, and if it turns out you STILL haven't gone away, I will not fail to make you wish you were never a part of my life, Derrek's or the rest of his family's, regardless of what Matthew wants.