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gaah. I'm going to cry. I really don't know where to begin. I made up some lame excuse (again) so that I didn't have to do anything with Bobby. I convinced my parents to let me go to the movies with Shawn and so I was all happy. but then my dad and brother decided they wanted to see a movie too and tagged along, so I was really pissed. Shawn held my hand during the movie. the movie (Darkness Falls)was full of 12 year olds who shrieked at the top of their lungs every 20 seconds. I kissed Shawn good bye. I pulled away from him just as it was getting nice 'n juicy. I got home and Ryan calls me to see if I want to do something with him. I smoothly rejected him.
conclusion: my family is retarded, I have more guys than I know what to do with, and I dont know what I want.