Hmmmmm
Well ive had this thing for a few months now... and have never wrote into it... However recent events have made me feel like i need someone to talk to and what better place then the rest of the world. So as most of you might know, Amanda broke up with me so she can have "me time". Now she expained to me that this "me time" is time to herself for her to do her own thing. Which really translates into the fact that she wants to see other people right now... I personally think that she is confused a little. SHe tells me she wants to get back togeather with me in a few weeks. For me alls it really boils down to is time... its not something i can control. Now from what her friend tells me she really does miss and and does plan on getting back with me... i hope she is right, and we do get back togeather... but i also hope that if she does get back togeather with me that this doesnt happen again... its good for her but not for me... shes not the one worrying all the time now... I am... i guess she is giving me a taste of my own medicine because she used to worry about me all the time... All in all i really just want a better life for us both and to make the quality of our relationship better when she gets back togeather with me. I guess thats all for now... hope whoever reads this thing can understand it.