tears are falling
i know im probably coming across as dumb and over emotional and retarted, but this is how i feel.
im hurting to the core. everything around me feels like its falling apart. i guess i need to just get over it. but honestly, its not that easy. im shaking because i am so angry/upset/shocked/over everything. it isnt like me.
this year is too much for me to handle. every time i think one thing is finally over, something else horrible blossoms into a greater disaster than i can handle. im an emotional wreck. and everything that is going on is just making it worse.
i just need security. something that is tangable that dosent change.