never letting go
I have to admit it, sometimes I get really scared.
I put my heart out there once, it was crushed and now repaired.
It's scary looking back on the pain I went through.
I guess with the love I felt the pain was equivalent to.
All of the sudden the pain was just withdrawn.
I still have this memory of aching, yet somehow it's gone.
Should I forget it so quickly, just put it away?
Or is okay to subject myself again and remember feeling my heart decay.
I'm really afraid, afraid to fall harder.
I'm giving myself fully to you again, should I put up my guard?
It's complicated, and sometimes I think these things.
But our love is huge, it expands like a doves wings.
So when it really comes down to it, I love you so much more.
More than ever, more than before.
Because you can't have love without the pain.
And someone I though was stupid tried to explain:
You don't know what you have until you lose it
But the passion, the love the insanity, I choose it.
The truth is you DON'T know what you have until you lose.
But when it's gone, if the person is worth it, you look past your huge bruise.
You see that person is the one for you.
Then no matter what anyone says, you know it's untrue.
Whether this poem makes sense, I don't know!
All I'm trying to say is..No matter how long we're appart I'm never letting go.