Who am I now???
I am Lost. So completely lost. I feel like no one wants to be my friend any more. I feel like the kid that no one talks to and that if I sit there long enough maybe they won't notice me some more. Maybe I should stop talking? just let people approach me if they really wanna talk to me. I feel as if I barge into everyones convo's. Oh well.. I'll just keep on walking, If they beckon me yay.. if not... I'm the Invisibility Kid. Yay... In my perspective lots of people have changed. But someone pointed out to me today that it wasn't them who have changed, it was me. Wierd, wasn't expecting that one. Kind of a punch in the face ya know? Any wayz, I've been hearing everyone saying how they are scared of high school to end, and that they want to be 16 forever. Well, yea it would be nice to be 16 forever but.. in reality, I can't wait until I get out of this hell hole we call High School. I hate every thing about it. I hate Drama, I hate classes, I hate that we have to do certain shit to graduate. I just hate it. I hate everything.. grr.. and I hate that I hate everything. Why can't I just have a positive outlook on things like Tim. He thinks life is just dandy.. well grr on him. I also realized (which is depressing) that I'm never going to really get to do what I really want to do when I get older. There's so much Effing schooling it's not even funny. If I want to be in school forever.. sure I'll do it.. but I'd rather not. So I'm taking the "easy" way out and becoming a Math teacher.. haha I figure that High School students hate math so much that I will be the COOLEST Teacher ever. Any wayz back to what I was saying... I'm lost and I hate school. I hate change. and I hate losing friends.
The End.
The End.