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alright my personal thoughts will go in here now....well since no one really reads this i get to flush out my thoughts here...and hopefully this journal doesn't get out into the open....i feel like me and lyn are gettin closer and closer...and honestly i like it a lot...late night conversations on the telephone....ive loved them....i can't help but smile before i sleep...but question is am i gettin too close? i'm afraid a lot of drama is starting to happen...and it seems like a lot of people are against us...but truth i don't really care....it shouldn't matter what everyone else thinks....i really don't want to put lyn through all the drama....and i've left the decision whether i stay or not up to her...but we both know we really like what we feel....it's very hard to explain and all i know is that it's different from all the other girls..even from ms. philly...there's something different going on and i want to know what it is....i miss lyn i really do and i find myself wanting to be with her more and more now...and the good things is...i know she feels the same way...on the phone wanting to see each other....on another note....sara just told me she got engaged hehe which is a lil weird cause only a couple weeks ago she was asking me to come back to her....but congratulations to her and i hope she does become happy cause she really is a good person...well i'm gone for now