Feb 21, 2014 01:19
I think I spend too much of my life letting my ideas of peoples potential feelings control my actions on a day to day basis.
Like, for example, I might decide not to say something because another person may possibly get offended or hurt, or mad (mostly mad is my problem). But I don't know how to handle myself otherwise. I don't know what actions to take. Do I continue to be this way and face random negative evildoings or do I say "fuck it" and not give a shit and possibly ruin friendships. (See. I'm doing it again!).
Lately, it's been messing with my relationships with other people.
I'm told I care too much about other people. I never even knew that was possible! I just want to be happy and make everyone around me happy. It's so hard.