what is wrongggggg with meeeee?
i am so fucking moody tonight. i dont even know where to begin. i guess the saddest part of it all is that im watching a shot of love, because nothing is on tv.
so anyway. im just really moody. i thought that after i graduated everything was going to make sense and fall into place. i still think thats going to happen, but knowing that it's all over is just really weird. people are confusing and i think im confusing too... because i have no idea what i want.
tila tequila is a dumb bitch.
anyway. boys are confusing. i am moving out in a month and im still feeling really nervous/unsure about that situation, but i know if i dont do it now... im going to be living here longer than i want to and end up going crazy.
i know i need to start searching for a job, but for some reason that shit seems scary as hell. i dont even feel like a real adult. i cant imagine having a "real" job or a job in an office, etc. i am just scared of being on my own, even though it's something ive wanted for a long time.
anywho. this was really random. i probably wont write much in here, but who knows... im crazy like that
so anyway. im just really moody. i thought that after i graduated everything was going to make sense and fall into place. i still think thats going to happen, but knowing that it's all over is just really weird. people are confusing and i think im confusing too... because i have no idea what i want.
tila tequila is a dumb bitch.
anyway. boys are confusing. i am moving out in a month and im still feeling really nervous/unsure about that situation, but i know if i dont do it now... im going to be living here longer than i want to and end up going crazy.
i know i need to start searching for a job, but for some reason that shit seems scary as hell. i dont even feel like a real adult. i cant imagine having a "real" job or a job in an office, etc. i am just scared of being on my own, even though it's something ive wanted for a long time.
anywho. this was really random. i probably wont write much in here, but who knows... im crazy like that