Jul 02, 2007 15:21
Lifes a bit strange recently... just always confused and a bit stressed out, but no idea why... lol. Having some time away from the clubs etc, as recently, everytime im out, i get in a bad mood, and i hate feeling like that. But my main reason is cos i dont wanna be tempted to drink.... but will explain that later.
Its official tho... i love Sonia, and my hearts gonna break when she goes to italy in august... although, she's doing me a huge honour! she's gonna be alyxs godmother when i get her christened at the end of next month. Its so strange... alyx is almost 1... where has the year gone??
As for the boi... things are going reasonably well :) apart from my mood swings, but luckily he's patient with me... i dunno why im having these mood swings, but they're pissing me off.
Doctors started me on new tablets, which im NOT allowed to drink on... at all... hence my reluctance to go out. but i still need time away from certain people, as they're making me miserable :( but nevermind eh?
Love xxx