Riddle Me This, Riddle Me That...
What did i ever see in that twat??? LMAO... Yeah saturday was well good! Fancy dress galore, with my darling Adam as the Riddler, Gareth as Mario, Hammy in a mumu, me as a cat fairy and jen as a devil fairy... LMAO, it was sooooooooo much fun, especially as Ismay turned up as a whore (oops sorry - stripper - in a nightie!!!) and we turned Vicki into Ziggy Stardust, although she didnt know who David Bowie was... hahahaha...
Aye, so with all the tomfoolery, it didnt bother me that Andrew was out, and it doesnt... what bothered me most was that he could walk past me and not even ask how his child is doing, so i did get a little bit upset come the end of the night, but thanks to all my lovely friends, especially Adam (who talked loads of sense into me when we got back to his *hugs*), i realised that he's proven he isnt a father, just a sperm donor... and that my child has soooooooooooo many daddys anyway (Adam, Famz, Daisy, Gareth and Pryor :D)... so went back to Adams and had a giggle before falling asleep...
On topic of Andrew, i've now officially given up on letting him get involved with baby... he's had every opportunity, i've even text him to ask him if he wants to get involved, but its clear that although he claims he has no issue with the baby, he's not mature enough to put aside our differences to be a father... i mean, i hate that boi so much for what he's put me through, but i was trying to be the better person, no fuck it, i am being the better person by offering to put all my feelings aside, and do the right thing by the baby... but whats the point??? never mind eh?
Spent the last couple of nights in my flat in Kelso, but ended up in hospital last night... after having severe stomach cramps and vomiting, i called the advice line of the labour ward, and was asked to get in... so 4am, im sitting in a hospital bed, being checked over... nothing actually wrong though, which is a relief :D but still a worry when they kept me in overnight... pain is still there but not as bad, and vomiting stopped thankfully...
Well im off just now, but im in an odd mood, so i may end up having an emo rant laters...
I had a fabby weekend tho, and this weekend looks set to be a cracker too... :D
Love xxx