Dec 07, 2007 18:57
is it wierd sometimes to think you might be dying?
this morning while I was in my moms bed (more on that later) she was in the bathroom getting ready, and i was completley surrounded by the warm sheets and the squishy pillows, and i thought i was dying. is that strange? thoughts just flew through my mind about how people would react, who would be the most upset, and how my parents would feel. i thought it was really disturbing, but whats new in the life of ben.
back to why i'm in my moms bed, im sick. not crohns disease sick (we dont think) and it doesnt look like I have the flu or anything like that. My stomach hurts, I cant really move, my head hurts all day long (even with lots of meds) and i have a constant fever at right about 100 degrees. Its been wavering now since about tuesday, and ive missed school tuesday, wednesday, went for a little while on thursday (i hardly made it through the day) and i didnt go today. i have no idea whats wrong with me, and it is a little scary because no one seems that concerned, when it maybe actually could be serious. Or i could just being a hypacondriac (i have NO idea how to spell that, or if it even fits) who knows.
also, i love that blogger thing, and i really want to use it - and i think everyone should switch to that. because its cooler then livejournal. alot cooler.
and thats all i have to say.
i should write about bye bye birdie, but im too lazy.
basically i walked into auditions with kaitlin, ended up auditioning, got the lead (even though i have a college audition the day of the show..hopefully katy will handle it..)