Apr 14, 2005 21:44
well well well. hmm...today pretty much sucked. 'training' out in maple hts. is gay. like seriously, hardcore gay. i effing hate that town with a burning passion. it sucks. im not kidding. its horrible. the worst town ive ever been to.
i dont have a day off til next wednesday. and i think i have to work at like 5am on thursday so that fucking sucks pretty fucking much...if i do say so myself. and i do.
i have to say that things are kind of getting better, sort of, in a way...i guess.
my social life is slowly regaining momentum. im no longer a HERMIT! YAY for me! but i still am quite lonely most of the time though.
im really tired. i need to get on a regular schedule...but that will never happen. lack of sleep sucks.
the vending machine at the maple hts store ate 6dollars of mine today (another reason i hate that town). i guess im kind of stupid for having so much faith in it after the first two times...but thats me...what the fuck?!
i was listening to the new copeland album today. its pretty decent. i like beneath medicine tree better though. *insert sigh here because i cant think of anything else thats been going on*
im not really sure why i even write in this thing...no one ever reads it. im really not that important of interesting for anyone to care about whats going on or how i feel.
i bet if i was iggy pop or snoop dogg or someone like that, that people would read this a hell of a lot more.
ah the life or a normal person.
fuck.
i want to drink 2 40s of mickeys and pass out with someone beside me.