Drake's Birthday
When I was pregnant with Drake I craved anything spicy, from Mexican food to Super Hot Tamales (candy). To honor his birthday we go out for Mexican food. This year circumstances prevented us from doing so, but I made a dinner at home to honor Drake. Well right before we were to sit down something stupid made me snap and I ruined everything. I had kept my cool all day long and didn't break down at all, but all of a sudden I couldn't help it, I just snapped. I needed to feel safe and protected, that didn't happen. I quickly pulled myself together but the mood of the dinner was ruined. Right now all I want to do is fall apart but who will pick up the pieces?