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[imdownhere]

I've decided tonight that I'm a horrible person.
I know a few key people would agree with me as well.

I'm selfish. I'm apathetic. I'm sadistic. I'm careless. I'm forgetful. I'm absent.
I'm undependable. I'm needy. I'm confused. I'm munipulative.

I dont make time. I make excuses.

basically... I'm a bitch
run while still you can

I can't stand myself sometimes. I don't know how anyone else can either.

I really should be making more time for everyone that means something to me.
but as of right now... the only thing I want to spend time with is my pillow.
I think I'll go crawl into my cave now.

It's funny cause when I'm in there no one even knows I'm breathing.... or if I'm not.