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[imdana_iloveyou]

soo today is five months for joe and i. aaaand i didn't get to see him:( but hopefully tomorrow i will:) today i went and saw my nephew..he has gotten soo big! if i knew how to put pictures on i would and then you would all get to see how adorable he is! myrtle beach was..interesting to say the least. made great friends..mallory, erica. such a blast sharing a room with them! yeah wouldn't seem like it right? well, it was and thats all that matters. its funny b/c i didn't really know them and yet i felt like i could tell them ANYTHING and they would understand or something. i haven't felt that way about alot of my friends in soo long. but yeah we basically stayed up and talked while bridget and i danced! hah that was fun! we won third place which i thought was okay...i think we could have done better. but we got excellent just like band sooo like devan said " they can't say we suck anymore!" doubt they'll stop though. interesting how when theresa put a comment i realized that i don't know who she is at all. and that just sucks. we used to be such good friends and i miss it..lil T, we have to get together. honestly people her boyfriend is GREAT! hmm reminds me of MY boyfriend! ohh how i love love love love that boy! so i'm done for today or at least right now..if anybody is interested please go see prism, failed to honor and stellar decay play at patriots park saturday night.
i love joe sicard!
and i miss theresa and her lovely boyfriend!
aaaand....i'm glad that i'm now friends with mallory and erica!
aaaandnnnd well i miss all of you who i don't really talk to anymore and pretend to. yeah thats right. lets not kidd ourselves. we don't talk anymore and i'm tired of pretending that we'll get together or that we're still best friends. i want to know you and i want you as my best friend. this goes for soo many people and i'm soo sorry if i've offeneded anybody! i'm just..confused. but i still love you. yeah.

dana