Dec 03, 2005 10:12
So! i have mono! and ill be home from school for a while! or whenever i feel up to going ill go..i was out last week wed.-fri. so it was another little thanksgiving break for me..except no more turkey or dressing or anything..haha oh well..
Matt...he is starting to make me angry..he'll call and be all excited to talk to me and stuff and want to see me but he goes to fucking SC every weekend! its crazy...i dont know what to say to him..i call and leave a message but he doesnt call back that much..or soon..he'll call back at the end of the week or something. it just gets a bit frustrating. whenever i see him though i like fall back for him so deep and he like puts this little like trance over me or something that just makes me want to be with him and never let go..he is so sweet and i really adore him! but on the other hand im really mad and frustrated! so its just difficult
yea i was supposed to take the SAT this morning..but my mom called the college board and switched the date..im really thankful for my mom now a days..like i used to just be like yea thats my mom i love her and stuff but now im like hey thats MY MOMMA!! dont make fun of her shes just like me! shut it! and shes really helpful and giving and people dont seem to realize that..ever since she quit the secretary job at church..people aren't talking to her aren't looking her way and they aren't even saying hey. last week my parents gave communion and she started crying when she gave it to this one lady..(one that is a bitch basically) and then her little friends start laughing and look like why the hell is she crying and such and it gets me so angry and i have so much less respect for them as i did..and i want to go tell them off..im not sure if they were seriously laughing at my mom but there wasnt anything else to laugh about so i dont know...but i just really want to call out some people and be like HEY if you have a problem with someone you need to talk to that person..not talk behind their back and laugh at them ok! thanks! peace out bitches!
haha yea like that will happen..but church isnt supposed to be about hating someone and making someone feel bad..its about coming together and worshiping God and loving one another..great hallmark card but its true!
life is difficult to understand sometimes...