To someone I still love...

[imcaffeinated]

I was head over heels for you
When you were good and beautiful
What happened?
Your pain is too much for me to bear
Please change for me

Can’t you pick yourself up by your bootstraps
And get your life together?
I shouldn’t be one to talk
My familiarity with self-destruction
Forbids my criticism

It’s so easy to be the victim, I know
Maybe that’s why I loved you
I’d look in your unhappy eyes
And suddenly not feel so alone

Please don't make me miss you
You mean so much to me
And although everything is over and done with
I long for the loving you that held me
What seems forever ago

I love you. And always will.