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I HATE SNOW! FUCK IT FUCK IT FUCK IT! FUCK SNOWBOARDING! FUCK SKIING! FUCK THE PASS!
I hate it so much. My family was like "oh you'll have so much fun and you'll pick it up so fast like everything else". I started to actually believe them. I should have known i'd hurt myself. Someone ran into me and i fell right on top of the edge of their board right on my SHIN. Its so big and red and purple and greenish. eeeew. I cant wear a skirt or shorts to the gym for like a month now. I knew it. I hate it. I always wind up hurting myself. Im too fat too. If i wasnt so big i wouldnt be so afraid to fall. It hurts my knees and my tail bone sooo much. I can barely walk now. GODDAM FIBRO I FUCKING HATE IT! WHY AM I SO DIFFERENT?! WHY CANT I JUST BE LIKE EVERY OTHER TEENAGER!?!?!?!?!I JUST CANT DO IT OKAY?! Omg im so gonna cry again. JUST SUCH A BAD DAY!!!!
Nothing makes me cry like the pass. It always does. And im not a cry-er. But today i just sat down in the snow and cried and was like "THIS FUCKING SUUUUUUCKS!".
And brett was being a little fuck. I swear he called me a bitch and i told my mom. he was like "no mom i didn't call her a B-I-C-H!". I was like, stupid ass...dont even know how to spell bitch. And he was talking shit about these indian people just because they're indian and made all these racist remarks and i got so pissed at him. I was like "YOU LITTLE BIGOT!". And he just laughed. he thought it was funny. And then after i cried he was like "girls have issues with stuff like snowboarding, they just cant do it". OMG HES STUPID! A little fuck ass nina...a little fuck ass. I should have told him to suck a fuck. haha.
God im sad. And im tired. And im cold and i dont feel well.
I hate it so much. My family was like "oh you'll have so much fun and you'll pick it up so fast like everything else". I started to actually believe them. I should have known i'd hurt myself. Someone ran into me and i fell right on top of the edge of their board right on my SHIN. Its so big and red and purple and greenish. eeeew. I cant wear a skirt or shorts to the gym for like a month now. I knew it. I hate it. I always wind up hurting myself. Im too fat too. If i wasnt so big i wouldnt be so afraid to fall. It hurts my knees and my tail bone sooo much. I can barely walk now. GODDAM FIBRO I FUCKING HATE IT! WHY AM I SO DIFFERENT?! WHY CANT I JUST BE LIKE EVERY OTHER TEENAGER!?!?!?!?!I JUST CANT DO IT OKAY?! Omg im so gonna cry again. JUST SUCH A BAD DAY!!!!
Nothing makes me cry like the pass. It always does. And im not a cry-er. But today i just sat down in the snow and cried and was like "THIS FUCKING SUUUUUUCKS!".
And brett was being a little fuck. I swear he called me a bitch and i told my mom. he was like "no mom i didn't call her a B-I-C-H!". I was like, stupid ass...dont even know how to spell bitch. And he was talking shit about these indian people just because they're indian and made all these racist remarks and i got so pissed at him. I was like "YOU LITTLE BIGOT!". And he just laughed. he thought it was funny. And then after i cried he was like "girls have issues with stuff like snowboarding, they just cant do it". OMG HES STUPID! A little fuck ass nina...a little fuck ass. I should have told him to suck a fuck. haha.
God im sad. And im tired. And im cold and i dont feel well.