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honestly...you crack me up. your one to call me pathetic.
and im not taking anything out on you. and it had nothign to do with andrew...i was havign a crappy day and you were talkign to me so as we talked, i was typing that up. i was ranting. im fed up with preteinding to like people i dont like. and i apologized in advance beciase i thought it was a little harsh...but of course you "forgot" right? yeah. how convienent.
you wish that i'd drown in my tears? yeah. and if i did? yeah thast what i thought. I'm glad we've moved past 3rd grade and matured to the point where we can say something other then i hope you die.
Whatever. im not even gonna say anything more because fights are for faggots. all i have to say is if youre gonan get offended by what you read here, dont read it. infact..i dont want you reading it period. you probly wont because your coming off my friends list in about 5 minutes.
Anyways...tonight sucked. not only becase i felt like shit beicase of...stuff. but also because as usual dani knew everyone at the mall so she completely ignored me and talked to andrew and everyone she saw the whole night. i think its kind of rude, but whatever. she didnt even notice when i left. And Andrew was kind of an asshole to me. Maybe im just being oversensitive.
i dunno..,ive just ben having a crappy week.
the movie was good though.
i saw vicki...best thing about the whole night.
if river rave isnt good im going to kill myself.
is it bad that i go to sleep everynight praying i wont wake up and when i do wake up i pray to god that hell kill meduring the day? its not just andrew..nothign has gone right for almost a year now and i dont know what to do anymore. Im so sick of all this shit.
Im not going to take the easy way out and kill myself. thats so dumb. but i dont know how to deal with it. and ireally dont have anyone to talk to. id feel bad bringing my friends down with my problems and the others are too judgemental or pre occupied. the others are too cynical to care.
whatever. ill make it.
and im not taking anything out on you. and it had nothign to do with andrew...i was havign a crappy day and you were talkign to me so as we talked, i was typing that up. i was ranting. im fed up with preteinding to like people i dont like. and i apologized in advance beciase i thought it was a little harsh...but of course you "forgot" right? yeah. how convienent.
you wish that i'd drown in my tears? yeah. and if i did? yeah thast what i thought. I'm glad we've moved past 3rd grade and matured to the point where we can say something other then i hope you die.
Whatever. im not even gonna say anything more because fights are for faggots. all i have to say is if youre gonan get offended by what you read here, dont read it. infact..i dont want you reading it period. you probly wont because your coming off my friends list in about 5 minutes.
Anyways...tonight sucked. not only becase i felt like shit beicase of...stuff. but also because as usual dani knew everyone at the mall so she completely ignored me and talked to andrew and everyone she saw the whole night. i think its kind of rude, but whatever. she didnt even notice when i left. And Andrew was kind of an asshole to me. Maybe im just being oversensitive.
i dunno..,ive just ben having a crappy week.
the movie was good though.
i saw vicki...best thing about the whole night.
if river rave isnt good im going to kill myself.
is it bad that i go to sleep everynight praying i wont wake up and when i do wake up i pray to god that hell kill meduring the day? its not just andrew..nothign has gone right for almost a year now and i dont know what to do anymore. Im so sick of all this shit.
Im not going to take the easy way out and kill myself. thats so dumb. but i dont know how to deal with it. and ireally dont have anyone to talk to. id feel bad bringing my friends down with my problems and the others are too judgemental or pre occupied. the others are too cynical to care.
whatever. ill make it.