merry belated X'mas & a happy new year in advance!

[imbrella]

Alright, finally i'm picking up, scribbling random thoughts here back at my LJ. it has been awhile since I last leave trace here. Look around, it's already the second last day of 2009, old phrase goes - time does fly. Remembering the last bit i left here @ 2008, that was some difficult year to me, i remember vaguely. I had my first broke up there, disastrous graduation night, job hunting, job hopping & etc. With just a blink of eye, i'm here welcoming 2010 with open arms sorta. It's not like a secret anymore that i'm leaving this land with loves, adventure myself to another chapter. Sigh, I'm already panting of what's coming ahead. Don't get me wrong, not like i'm dreading it, i'm so lucky to get the chance to go out there, experience something that will be so different & precious. But right now, i don't know why i got my head stuck at some (petty) financial issue i've got here. I'm going back to my dad's sponsorship, i feel slightly disable now. I can already imagine how restricted that would be when i'm @ melb. I can't shop as how my heart tells but the thing is, i have no winter wear or anything close to be adequate for my winter needs. Imagine the expenses O_O (hah! see how shopaholic gives reasons to self to shop more T_T) & the fact that i can no longer shamelessly ask money from my parents anymore! unless for something really urgent. Obviously, winter fashion chic attire isn't the first priority to them, to any parents around. So i guess, i can no longer dress as if i can afford anything avant garde or slightly fashion forward anymore. Hence, so long! T_______T

p/s: i've been a life example for all fashion faux pas since the day i got back my hometown. i guess i can only pull off with this until the 3rd weeks & that's it i'm doomed. & i also realized that i can never live without shopping malls (required: my favourite brands) around me no more.

Lastly, Happy New Year to all!!!!! *hooray with imaginary confetti flying around!!!*