but i do miss u.
I heard about an adjunct teacher that I work with here at Delta College and her four year old little girl has to have open heart surgery & it makes me think about how sad life is for other people.
I am so grateful that my biggest concern today is where my freaking good socks were at and what should I order for lunch.
I was in overly excited earlier, just one of these days when I am so happy to be alive and for no apparent reason. Then I saw somethin’ today and it made me start thinking back to some old events in my life.
I have come to realize I don’t care for bad things to happen.
I don’t care who hangs out with whomever.
I don’t want to be laughed at and played games with but at the same time I don’t want to laugh at other people.
I just want to be neutral and have life be easy,
which life is not
but I don’t want to complicate
my life in extra ways
which I don’t need to.
I want everything be okay.