kin you see it too?
This time of year is so depressing.
I hate snow, it’s only pretty and miraculous the first 8 hours then it turns into a brown polluted mass of grossness.
Then I feel the heavy weight of exams and I feel the devastating news, I could have done better.
I walk though the mall staring into shop windows full of needless objects that I long to wrap up and put under the tree for all those good hearted people who I feel deserve a lot more appreciation then my budget allows. I feel guilty even feeling that way because being materialistic is a co-out for showing genuine appreciation for somebody.
I suppose I should just get to the point.
I planed to take Ej on our little vacation tomorrow and he got called to work so we have to reschedule and delay a break that’s desperately needed. That was a bummer.
My step father went and had a biopsy done last week, I went with him. He’s got cancer and today they went to talk about what treatments to start. I told my mom to call me at work and let me know.
There was misunderstanding and my mom wrote down my work pone number wrong, so she just came into my work to tell me.
There is no cancer. I really am not sure how because the doctor saw it a week ago and said they saw the spot, they said “its not large, but its not small either” and now its gone. The medical experts say it must have been a cist or whatever (not even sure if that’s how you spell it) I believe it was a miracle as much as I would like to deny any beliefs of that kind, I really do.
Either way, I could not think of a better Christmas present for my whole family.