....life sucks....
wow, it's been a long time....a real long time - i gotta xanga now ...i like that betta anyways...moving on----
yeah - from what i can tell, i think my friends - or what i thought were friends - have kinda moved on and left me sort of. I like read their LJ's and i'm never really mentioned anymore .... i'm just kind of left behind it seems like.... I dunno. And like people have all of these parties and stuff and get togethers and what not and i never get invited or nothing - i hear about em after the happen .... i feel like its my fault - i don't know if it is or isn't but whatever .... i don't want to complain .... this is actually what i'm thinking ...
and whats really sad is i've only talked to about 3 people really over the break on the phone - i mean i've talked to Melissa, Brit, and Nina ...n i think Nina doesn't want to be around me anymore .... i've only gone out to do sumthing once and it was with people i barely ever hang out with - paisley, tim, and andrea...i mean wow - tim's not that bad, i think i see why ppl like him - and i think he actually doesn't hate me anymore
thas sad man - i get like one friend and lose so many more....
i just want someone to talk to.....
:::2005:::alone:::
yeah - from what i can tell, i think my friends - or what i thought were friends - have kinda moved on and left me sort of. I like read their LJ's and i'm never really mentioned anymore .... i'm just kind of left behind it seems like.... I dunno. And like people have all of these parties and stuff and get togethers and what not and i never get invited or nothing - i hear about em after the happen .... i feel like its my fault - i don't know if it is or isn't but whatever .... i don't want to complain .... this is actually what i'm thinking ...
and whats really sad is i've only talked to about 3 people really over the break on the phone - i mean i've talked to Melissa, Brit, and Nina ...n i think Nina doesn't want to be around me anymore .... i've only gone out to do sumthing once and it was with people i barely ever hang out with - paisley, tim, and andrea...i mean wow - tim's not that bad, i think i see why ppl like him - and i think he actually doesn't hate me anymore
thas sad man - i get like one friend and lose so many more....
i just want someone to talk to.....
:::2005:::alone:::