Yo! Miki in the house, this time I didn't bother to ask who miss me or so what ever. I just not in good mood today, too much things had happened. But, I just wanna make a date note that today is the end of nakama or maybe a short separated for nakama. I don't know.
I know I'm being selfish and aho by choosing this path to leave nakama, but before it will include more heartaches and hating each others, better I just leave first. I'm tired already to make nakama stand still, and it just only my dreams for hoping nakama first trip. I'm such an insane girls for hoping something like that. May all find your own happiness later on. Sorry for this sudden leave, I know I'll just increasing worries among others nakama's member on my sudden leave. I know you all will worries about me listen to that 'voices' and make me to do stupid things. Yeah I'm the youngest among nakama members and now I'm acting like it.
I just need time being alone for a while, maybe I'll back after that. Even I myself afraid of I'll listen to that voices too much. If, I attempt to do something stupid again, and it might risk the chances of survive in this world, I want to seek for forgiveness for all my wrongdoings, if there something that I had borrowed from you all, but still didn't return it yet, kindly please ask for it. Thanks for being by my side and bare with my complicated in searching the truth.
sincerely ,
-miki- .