Fairies talk #007
Hi peeps~it's me again miki-chan! Anyone miss me at here? Put your hands up in the air!!!! >_____<
This time I just want to rambling around but my current status. Yeah I know that there are my readers that wonder WTH I'm going, I think I MIA for almost half of years! hontou ni gomenasai~!!! m(_ _)m ゴメンナサイ!!!!!
First of all, thanks to you who are spending your time reading this post where fairies rambling around, and there no pictures at all, and also to my stalkers out there, stop looking around! yeah~ it's you who are currently read this. Don't you realize that you're peeking and stalking me? Hell no? You know why I'm saying that you are my stalker? Because you keep following my fairies talk! But you didn't leave any alibi that you are reading my post! :p I'm not asking you to leave your maruda-ai in here
Okay, actually I'm still sitting for my final exam. But I manage to come across to my journal and drop something, because it such a pain in the ass to wait my final exam come to the end! But... after final I still need to stay at university to finish my practical session!!! I only prohibited to open this lj at night and during weekends. Yeah my university block lj at day during weekdays. So, I just manage to abandon leave aside my laptop samsung-san in my room and end up to study at library from 8.30am till 6pm. What a nerd girl! Yeah go on, say what you think you wan to say about me, I wont take a damn care about it. To me it's better for me to stay at library rather than stay in my room because I know I'll end up to keep my eyes on samsung-san.
Hey fella readers, Have you found a courage? I lost it somewhere -______- I need to find it back. I think it's better for me to carve a bashful smile even I'm sick of it rather than show the truth of my self. Yeah~ carve a bashful smile even I damn hurt inside as long as I can see peoples around me happy and not worrying about me. Seriously I need to find back my old self; being a senseless person and carve a bashful smile rather than being who am I right now; emotional,sensitive, create a lots of problem, committed suicide and almost every single night, I just pray in my sleep that I'll sleep till forever.
I'm sorry if this post hurt someone feeling, I didn't mean to hurt anyone feeling in here. I just want to let out anything that hurt me inside, as I don't know where else I should speak it out. Don't worry until now there's something that still stop me from committed suicide. Until we meet in another talk~ nya!
Halcyon Days,
-MiKi-